looking back..

i' havent been enjoying myself or the relationship recently
or may be this year? i always feel that time was
never enough. the things that were promise that
we will do. the beach. kite flying. camping. we never
never get to do it at all. but shouldnt i be enjoying
since i'm already free from exams? but no..
last year while i should be slogging hard for exams.
we get to do all this in my school days. we get to see
each other every day. we get to hit the beach almost 2
to 3 times a week! pinic. sun tanning. camping. we
were just two happy little kids.
i miss those days where we will go to town in
our sch uniform then i'll bring extra clothes to
change. one special date a week, pasta mania,
movie and neoprint.



i keep trying to search for those days
and when i couldnt find it. i got depressed
that i couldnt be as happy as before.
after talking to you yesterday,
i was really happy.. maybe is all this that
has been bothering me. you have been so busy
and i know soon u will be in ns and ya i'll
be even more lonely and bored and everything.
and miss this everything that we used to be
able to do.

u promise we will do all this before u go ns.
i hope so (:

ps: cant wait cant wait for our trip now!!